right now all you have is time time time

I've never felt this amazing calm rush of feelings before. it's like a completely overpowering thing, and even when I'm sad or feeling lonely and I'm missing dan, wishing he was here, worrying about him, I know everything is going to be okay.
I'm so glad I have such a wonderful person to be in love with. this love is unlike anything I've ever felt or seen and it makes me feel like everything I've gone through has been for this reason, and so... all of those things are totally okay. I may have been through what felt like hll at times, but I kept going, and I got here.
Even though this isn't my final destination, I feel like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. I'm with someone I love so freely and intensely and I feel completely appreciated.
If I could have anything in the world right now, I'd want to be with him in his car, or at breakfast. I love the silences we share. They are never uncomfortable silences only sweet, understanding ones.
And he's the sweetest thing.
oh my oh my, am I grateful for this life.