Tuesday, May 12, 2009

meditate on that.

I went down to the docks to chill out because I was freaking out.

relationships freak me out.
if I want someone I worry they don't want me.
especially when there is expressed concern.

I was meditating on the dock and feeling the waves underneath me, when this boy starts fishing next to me.
long story short, he caught a fish and killed it.

after I had finally centered myself, I felt this death around me and couldn't stand it.
I had to go.

and now I feel bad again.

I hate it.

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