seamless endings and beginnings. tears to excitement with nervousness in between. love and loss so close together.
sam broke up with me. kind of. he made me break up with him. I had to pack my things and leave, and it was, of course, hard to do. breaking up is hard to do. even if the other person is an ass. I think it's just NOT being chased that really kills it. Leaving, and not being followed. The other person not caring at all that you're gone. That sucks. Especially when you have put yourself into making that person happy, and the only thing that makes them happy is you leaving. That's awful.
But I called Dan.
And we talked.
And it was good.
It IS good.
I'm going there next weekend.
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